大個仔係我~(2)

四月一日愚人節,作為愚人既一份子,當然要打埋”大個仔係我~(2)”去賀一賀佢啦!

上回(http://panghenry.xanga.com/720737378/%E5%A4%A7%E5%80%8B%E4%BB%94%E4%BF%82%E6%88%911/)講到CE頭果五科,本來諗住打埋之後果五科,但係心諗其實科科都係差唔多既啫…..咪又係溫書做PP然後滕滕震咁去考CE,所以都係Skip it la…….(藉口……/口)
好,直接跳去打算入恒商果Part喇……..
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記得考完Maths對完答案頹完之後………第一個念頭就係”AL唔可以再懶落去”!!!
果時心諗:”成年Form 4 至 Form 5中都係度Hea……..如果想當年有努力過,家陣就唔洗咁喇………”
但係又知道自己成日得把口……..齋講唔做,靠自己去努力就一定沒可能,所以就覺得一定要有D外在因素約束住自己……
 
外在因素……..
-屋企人? Mammi 淨係照顧住細佬已經勁忙……not likely…….Daddy 一兩個星期先番屋企一次….impossible
-朋友? 識親既大部分都係一樣咁大……A-Level果陣個個都係泥菩薩…….到時咪盞攬住一齊死-3-
-女朋友? 咪玩…….女仔都唔識多個=-=””
-補習? 當時係培正既我未相信”補習”呢回事住……..所以Rule out 左
-鐵鍊? 可能得既……………………………………..如果有變態心理學呢一科AL考既話=口=

當時諗極都諗唔到有咩外在因素可以管住我呢個懶人…….直至有一日,唔知睇報紙定上網時睇到”恒生商學書院”呢間學校…….BINGO!!!!!

成間學校咁大個Authority仲管我唔到? 如果真係俾我入到恒商既話,跟住全級三百幾個有心讀AL既同學讀書……..懶極有限掛…….好,就咁決定喇!!!!

咁樣,就令一個由培正幼稚園開始讀起,到培正小學,再讀到培正中學既學生離開母校…….

其實,諗番……呢個係咪一個錯誤既決定呢?……………..
錯?唔可以話係錯………
岩?又唔可以話係岩得晒……….
但係點都好,呢個一定係一個好大膽既決定……
細細個岩岩識行多兩步路仔就入左培正
直到開始識字,識同人溝通(唔係溝女-v-)
到開始識諗野,識自己去SuperMarket買野食,識用電腦,識去對面九龍公共圖書館借書…….一切一切都係係”培正”教我既

培正有幾大,我既生活圈子就有幾大
我當時絕大部分既朋友,甚至所有最Close既朋友,全部都係”培正兒女”……
我既世界唔大………只係係培正附近既何文田廣場去到旺角地鐵站,再遠D既都唔識
柴灣同大亞灣,北角同北京,佐敦同米高佐敦……對我黎講都係”我間學校”之外既野
唔識,亦都沒需要識,因為我既圈子淨係係培正……..
所以其實離開培正都真係一個好      Bold      既Decision…….
Anyway, 唔做都做左
後果,有好有唔好…….
好既就見識多左………真係好似鄉下人出城咁……..
衰既都有……總之詳細既野遲下(下篇/下下篇)先再講
===============趕住係愚人節之前Post,所以咁短都Post住先 (8 ===================

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Sorry,Blame it on me

Master Wikka, Hope that you like the boombox I gave you (8
Yet, This is a bad news……
This might be the last few times that the master is gonna see his apprentice before the summer holiday and even the A-level exam…..
I mean……. the apprentice still loves dancing with you guys…….but he just cannot enjoy dancing at this very moment
ya… ..he can’t enjoy dancing, he can’t enjoy the music, he can’t enjoy the joy…….

Not with an exhausted body after a few tutorial classes
Not with a fragile body that lacks training and practicing
Not with a mind filled with UE Phy Chem Bio
Not with the worry of being ruled out in the battle of A-level
That is not the way to enjoy dancing…..even not the way to enjoy sports,arts….and anything in the world….

He has given up his leisure time
He has given up his emotion
He has given up his vitality
He has given up lots of friendship that he had
He has given up the time being with his family
He has given up a lot a lot of opportunity to meet new friends and try new things
He has given up the faith that he used to believe and safeguard
He has even given up the personalities he used to have…….
And now………may be it is time for him to give up on something…….
Something that he likes to do….something that he used to believe in…….something that he LOVES……

Sorry to tell you that , really sorry….sorry )8

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Thank you note(1)

對唔住……打打下”大個仔係我(2)”既我要停一停……..

因為我收到好多句生日快樂XD 所以希望係度覆番晒佢地

排名不分先後
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肥豆豆& mum:
豆,雖然我地一兩個星期先見一次,但係我明白………..
我明白你對屋企既付出,我明白你對屋企人既愛,我明白你工作有幾辛苦………..
我們以前成日係夜晚傾計,但係依架我開始忙,開始攰….希望你會體諒………

媽,多謝你一直以黎對我生活上無微不至既照顧,接送……..
爸,媽,我好多謝你地一直以黎支持我既所有選擇…….無論金錢上,精神上,行動上,你地都永遠Stand By me…I love you papa & mama

小魚—-one of the best friend of mine,

多謝你陪左我行左人生最開心,成長得最多既一段路程
雖然我地空間上物理上係分開左……
但係我相信我地遲下會繼續行埋落去!
btw 希望你可以follow your heart 同埋 pursuit your dreams…….願”主神”與你同在xd

馬子——one of the best friend of mine,

識左你咁耐……你一直係度”進化”
由肥仔變瘦仔
由淨係識讀書開始變得多方面發展
由V.Nerdy變到……XDXD
希望你可以繼續”進化”,變得更強喇!

譚龜—–one of the  best friend of mine

Em…….I better translate it into English XDXD
You are one of the most appreciated man I have even met……
Yes, you’re always the kind of person that I would like to be
The one who will wear no disguise
The one who have no fear
The one who is unique and not influenced by the others…..
You’re the one with really strong characteristic and that makes you special….
Keep it on & may the force be with you!(Sorry…..coz I have really poor English standard XP)

師父——Master Wikkia

You’re the best master that I have even met……hope that you can pursuit your dream and have a perpetual relationship with 師母XD
Btw, thank you for your enthusiasm and effort that put on me…… Hope that we can reach the peak together after A-level exam !!!
Freestyler….Rock the microphone!

關節—–The first friend I met in DBS

你係我係DBS第一個識既好朋友…..
多謝你一直以黎咁關照我呢個新仔
雖然我地相識唔耐….
但係老實講句,我同你既friendship 真係仲close過某d已經識左好耐既朋友…..
希望大家AL一齊努力!
Btw……from the perspective of a outlander, I can see a difference between you and the other DBS boys…… preserve that and once again, Let’s fight for AL!!!!

O咀
多謝你陪左我過”小朋友”既最後一個鐘
我亦都好慶幸有你呢個咁accommodating既朋

友….
出左培正,識左好多人,見左好多野
終於明白到其實香港地真係沒咩咁熱心既人…..
雖然我明白有時,付出左沒回報係幾Hurt……
但係That’s what makes you special and i believe that everyone’s gonna remember even time passes
加油呀Keep住呀!

Btw…….If you feel tired or somewhat depressed, try sleeping XD

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少少野……咁就打左成個半鐘=-=”

唔係度既人唔係我唔重視你……只係周公太強……打到我就黎沒晒HP XD

下下次再打番

下下次?點解唔係下次?

Errrrrrrr…….因為好多人催我寫”大個仔係我(2)”

所以唯有將Thank you note 推後xD

P.s. 黎緊既將會有:
旦-Guz
伯爵
KS


彭家兩姊妹
Aaron Tang+Tommy Lam+Jo Poon神+Jason Leung
肥戴
呀森一族
沙林毒氣+長髮Jeremy
Bosco+Kim
小丸子Shermon
Sugar
Janice

Ryan Kwan
鍾雞脾
Mon+元甲+家燕媽媽
天才Eric
Secretary Lam
小銓子
Alex Chan哥哥
彭安迪

Joshua

咁長…..可能下年都未打得晒xd

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大個仔係我~(1)

如果呢個世界有輪迴既話,咁我既前世臨死前應該就沒講過

既然唔係一個好漢,咁我係呢十八年黎究竟做過D乜呢?

好,Rewind一下先~
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Em,首先係幼稚園……沒印象

咁小學呢……好似又太唔記得

吓,咁都唔記得? 沒錯……我唯一記得小學果陣好鬼平庸,好鬼普通,又沒咩Fd (其實依架都唔好得幾多XD),係去到中學先叫做識番少少人……

中學呢,好似都有少少記憶……好,咁就由中學講起喇!

Form 1 : 正常番學生活沒咩印象,淨係記得個English Summer Camp 俾Papa Alex 教 and “triggered my intrinsic motivation of learning English” XDXD.
  Papa Alex 真係the best mentor I have ever met……試問邊會有老師會放棄自己幾個星期既Weekend去幫學生補課?邊會有老師會用幾千蚊去買聖誕禮物俾學生?邊有老師會對學生會對到好似自己真正親生仔女咁?……….所以我就叫做Pang Henry喇!!!
http://www.facebook.com/v/65357571778
吓,你叫Pang Henry同Papa Alex有咩關係呀?關係就大囉,因為”想當年”…Alex曾經望住我張Worksheet 話 :”Henry呀,你不如唔好叫Henry Pang,叫做Pang Henry 喇”  我:”吓?” Alex:”因為Stylish呀麻!”………沒錯,就係呢句”Stylish”,我個名就由Henry Pang轉左做Pang Henry (我Facebook都特登Set做Pang Henry,而唔係正常既Henry Pang黎架~)

Form2,Form3: 開始有番D Friend,例如小魚,譚龜,馬子,Ks,旦,伯爵,小銓子 etc.etc. 其餘既事情……都唔係幾記得 玩野呀!?咁近都唔記得?係咪想打少D字偷懶呀?…… 嗯,沒玩野……呢個問題一陣間會傾到……

Form4 : 成年Form4可以話係沒咩讀過書(雖然F4之前都沒咩讀過)……成年就係度玩玩玩……科學英才,科學青苗,HKOI,Break Dancing ,睇小說  +煲劇+打機(因此多左200度近視@@)。雖然話係玩,但係個人可以話係成長左,明白到好多知識原來書本係沒教既……例如經過左好多次碰釘撞板之後,我開始明白到出街,係唔可以著波鞋運動褲…… 唔係只會俾人笑(雖然我到依家都覺得波鞋運動褲係幾舒服XD)   但係點都好,呢一年紿終係我咁大個仔最開心既一年(玩足成年仲唔開心?XD)

Form 5: 咦,話咁快又會考……但係我地呢班唔知死既柴娃娃仲係戇居居咁既樣 大家一齊玩下玩下咁就去到Last Day喇……就係呢一日,我終於發現我既記憶力原來係有D問題…..

LastDay當日,唔知邊個突然玩”相認”,即係例如”培正小五信”既同學就走埋一堆影相,”培正K2A班”又走埋一堆之類……

跟住,我突然之間好迷惘…..吓,點解大家仲會記得小學幼稚園讀邊班既?聽佢地相認,睇黎佢地好似仲好記得以前既校園生活…….點解會咁既?…..

沒錯,原來我對大部分過去左既事情都沒咩記憶力…….係果日之前,我仲以為所有人都係咁,同我一樣對以前既事沒咩回憶……但係經過多番打聽之後,我終於發現原來係得我係咁…..Last Day 當日,我既心情即刻—> 呢個亦都係我點解沒係上面講我細個果陣D”故事”既原因…

不過過左幾日諗番,其實”善忘”都不失為一件好事呀…….有咩衰野唔開心野過一排咪咩都唔記得晒囉xdxd 何況呢個問題根本對我日常生活沒咩造成大影響,唔洗理佢,哈XD
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Mock,Study Leave,跟住打大佬 !!!!

第一科,IH—–臨考之前果幾日,PapaAlex同我地由朝早溫書溫到黃昏,而佢呢個咁有Heart既舉動就直情吸引埋另一班IH班既同學黎”補課” XD

考果日,PapaAlex竟然係試場監考員,咩野緊張呀壓力呀即刻沒咁大半……一打開份卷,見到D Question好多都係PapaAlex之前同我地重點溫過果D野……一面考一面心諗:”今舖實食沒痴牙喇
寫寫寫,寫足全場,一考完果下望下D培正人,個個都好似OKAY有信心,自己都心諗”沒死啦今Round~”………誰不知…….呢一科,亦成為我會考入面最差既一科…..不過呢D都係後話喇,下一篇再講…….

第二科,Physics—–之前科IH有Alex同埋成班同學仔一齊去考,沒咁驚,但係今次Physics就係自己一個單刀赴會……壓力,自然比之前科IH大…..尤其是係臨考前等果段時間,溫Notes又好似唔係太入腦,溫Past Paper又好似沒咩用,搞到個人都有少少”唔知點咁”……好彩一開考,個人即刻回魂,唔係就真係”賴野”囉!!

一番到去,就即刻上lsforum對答案……點知D答案有成十鬼幾個版本,呢個又話”名師xxx MC答案”,果個又話”名校全級第一Full Anwser!!!”,最死既係佢地既答案係會隨時間更改…….真係好似KenChan咁講:”三時花,六時變,七時發花癲”……..最後,我足足花左成日去搵同埋對答案,諗番起都幾白痴=-=”

第三科,CIT—–一考完就差D想大叫”____喇今舖”…….當日真係即刻灰晒……果陣真係覺得辜負左個個So-called “第一”既名譽……果日不斷係度揼心口,點解D咁淺既野都會唔識…..雖然最後結果的確係得左,但係灰足一日的確係事實…….

第四科,中文——哈,呢一科異常輕鬆,因為未開波已經抱住”有2就滿足”既心態,求求祈祈是是旦旦咁就考完……..鬼叫考評局成日出D咩”見鬼勿O咀”,”文章哪段運用了幽默(其實成篇文都悶到Hihi)”…..溫左=沒溫,零壓力~

第五科,數學——原本考完既心情都Okay,BUT!!!!!!![九把刀上身]人生最機八就是這個BUT!!!![九把刀上身]……..我就做左一件成個會考入面最錯既野……上網對答案…….

唔對由是可,一對灰鬼左……成個Lsforum都充斥住D咩”我MC岩晒呀”,”今年易到爆”,”岩少過30題正白痴”,”錯3題實沒A,唔係我切J”之類之類咁既Reply……睇完……灰到會考尾都仲灰緊…….所以當時打左一篇咁既野
http://panghenry.xanga.com/700151495/maths-ce/
當時真係覺得自己好沒用,即刻覺得自己CE沒希望…….BUT!!!! [九把刀又黎啦] 人生最反骨的就是這個BUT !!!!!   我……..A左

點解我淨係emphasize我呢科既既A,但係沒咩提及其他科既A呢?

其實我係想提一提各位同埋未來都要考AL既自己……..考完試千祈千祈千祈千祈千祈千祈千祈千祈千祈千祈千祈千祈千祈千祈千祈千祈千祈唔好對答案呀!!!!!!(雖然臨考前個個前輩都千叮萬囑我地唔好上網Check Answers……)因為網上D人講大話沒opportunity cost……但係求求祈祈吹下水就足以打沈你同埋其他對手………問題係,你又吹佢唔漲喎!!!

所以鬼唔望果班咁既”有心之士”
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好,打到呢道抖抖氣先,之後果篇可能會再打埋

1.CE其餘既科目
2.萌生入恒商呢個諗頭既起源
3.So called “試後活動”
4.恒商生活
5.轉入男拔既原因同埋一開波揀左恒商既原因

再再下一篇就可能會開始傾傾男拔既野,大綱呢…..就寫左大半,應該都幾多野講

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雖信美而無禮兮

雖信美而非吾土兮


上個星期五六日,病左,發燒頭暈肌肉酸痛…….全日食藥訓覺Bedridding

去到星期四五以為好D,點知,又病多次=-=”””
今次係類似感冒菌入腸……好肚餓但係食唔落野,結果係強迫性玩”饑饉三十”
廿個辛苦,因為食唔落野會沒晒力,但係去訓又因為肚餓而訓唔到,
搞到個人殘晒,咩都做唔到…….真係明白個碩士生點解要走去自殺 : (
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講番個病先,
我食飯嘔飯,食粥嘔粥,飲熱野都嘔……唯有飲凍野先好D
一日飲齊七喜可樂忌廉……因為佢地夠高能量,可以支持住身體能量消耗
明明話病左千祈唔好飲凍野,尤其係汽水,反而我就局住要飲,Gag-_-
希望下星期唔會又病多鑊,如果唔係真係唔知學業上點追


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八月:培正
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       | 二五仔 x 1
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九月:恒商
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       |二五仔 x 2
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十月:男拔
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I am a 五十仔

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